Message Not Sent …”I Miss You</3”
As much as we argued and as much as you got me mad as fuck I could still honestly say that I miss you. I miss how I could truley be myself around you which I loved the most. And the dumb things that we could up. But then I fucked it up and did what I did. And yet you were still there. I guess this is what I get right? But then you went behind the persons back and did what you did thinking that something was going to happen again. But I pushed you away, I didn’t think I was going to push you too far that we weren’t going to be friends anymore… This is what I get and I understand it completly wish I could tell you all things then that I want to tell you now, but I know you wouldn’t listen and that would just make you confused and I wouldn’t want to do that to you when I know how happy you are. But why does our frienship have to end? Everything was fine when I went to your house those couple of times and I hit you up sometimes and everything seemed fine. Was there something that I didn’t see? Was there something that you weren’t telling that I did? Either way you were never the person to keep things in. You wanted the whole world to know how you were feeling and you never held in anything that you were feeling towrds me. So why all of a sudden you want to keep what you were thinking and feeling inside at the time? And now I just looking at our pictures wishing that things could go back to the way they were. Or maybet things don’t have to go back to the way they were and they could be even better.
Either way I wish I could send this text message to finally tell you how I feel..